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Close your eyes close your eyes close your eyes. Dont speak she doesnt talk. I cant stop shaking and its been a week. A decision was made but I cant tell Jeffrey. These things happen. Why didnt I close my eyes fast enough. The doctor was different again. I think from Israel. He had kind eyes but didnt speak directly to me. This was different. A shot and those rod like things had a hook and so much pain. Ghislaine said to push all the pain away. I don't understan 0. Nie Blood and water all over the bed and she was right. \(it s 11 Like a feeling when your tummy hurts and yo puslc r(04 tiny cries. I am so lost. I saw between her fingers 's tiny hea and had a tiny foot. I closed my eyes and no more.. (ne age) ask She said to close my eyes and put her ha y eeit I didnt close them because of these dy in the doctors hands. It reached its tiny arm up EFTA02731361 I I I I ■ I ■ I I co 0 Ns\ S y1/4i t& c,o, or S.o4 pct octal I 3 )iti e,coe or 15 Ni\)e-ebnse..hden+1 tat-i-pmcnacit bc2, ue.K. dc,36 te q 0+O cl\SoS Y\ \ Qi""A ,Scry hsfighpe Wyin its me.erseog Te tfe-T tehnstkpr-h cia-coe y y 501 nuti,h dcowsiCrnaGn.ti kr n1Sal. ea grit b+ in 0+ e ad{e,e4 sl I hnTo I reHhd d y...atucldf Se,K; Ova e.hs a die et st.e\lx.scin ehnsaq podrcl4oTiviS iirnils\rn&V•eot hind ....-kNe . ho ado vhart.IISQ113<b<Gt<tps a a f Yi4neSed. 4 OKI\ MC I G 't Ile \ tzej Wy. d ou rin foolit‘tke toe. , (<3 vi ;1hsib Lica ck tot tsee94. it load Ceti O/ el* etnvr e '19 Y1%1 4m1 via clA°Shv-i- PS SeadoIsm eeoduhr oruPortesrat ouh.hs i4coe y y5 nri hnsv 4(esQ n I inco ebineas o -ite i yre 1 01, ajoeme`eodcidt is t e bcuerfisinciSsas 15 la b-4 n effnetsinsiY ed n bdi e rhn3 0+.5*1 evithei3rii In ha a ci o ynhcico$god vohcii 4nariPn hoi +n cot 'sd yvSnnmr aaiyat.coeme eado 0 EFTA02731362 cries. I dont understand. Just say these things happen. But he doesnt believe that. They yelled and screamed and he said it will be the same in a couple of months and she said she was fed up with it all. I dont understand what is going on and no one will tell me. I cant go to school like this. I cant stop shaking. Why wont anyone make it stop. O I know Ghislaine is trying but nothing changest <QAA Why didnt I close my eyes? O Ca EFTA02731363 - - －「’ 捌 ’‘凹“・引司超燉凶些k ン＜ 一 ご＞ フ G 、 ～ 一 ・ ．プー －一－- Lノ、 -, . oc一o3っづp Q プ 功 一／ ゅ p ( 9 心 つ‘（カ 9つ CQ＾ 十 っ レ／ 力 ＜ 「馴f判l凵汀一・！ll‘ー ！ ^ ~ ( 0 ￥ つ四u pQ・ニ ト P 一 弋 い 厂尢 心 」一冖哂 。＋ @Q吻山 q内 冖プ？・づ 嫩 ＠一弘 フ い ①3g つ プ 叨－ @（く 「 p→ ＾ x 《m 9 Q （ ロ ＠ Q 4 冖 QQ qQ心● つ ゆ 六 ノ っ M ① 9 〕 づ 芝 吻冖 c 毛寺 一 ° め乏く ° ヲ プ 口 9 9 。 十 「 品 ＾ 9 つ 切了。 rQ一 ｛、 う {f )一‘ 瀑孩( 7 --4-~ Q ・→－ -o づ ‘フ ー’ q -. つ 口－ <t cv 蚕 （乃 @ ＜、 つ ‘渝 、命－ オ -レ ー 丘 《 プ＋ - ～ づ切3一 す ＋ 冖 ④ ＠「 一● ユコ ー ◎＋ EFTA02731364 In the ball Ghislaine said she was beautiful. SHE WAS. Not is. She was a beautiful Wilt I beard hurl Where is she? Why did she stop whimpering? She was bon! I heard the lino trip! I cant do this anymore! EFTA02731365 2 SQ,autklikkgellledtt 1-43buic e vie,e5h NANlise-i-rnele:\91. he 15e° hddhsaWl prnA Short Life fliGEDV ra4 ImY Heart born These poems do not live: its a sad diagnosis. They grew their toes and fingers well enough, Their linleforeheads bulged with eoncentratien. If they missed out on walking about like people It wasn't-for any lack onnother-love. 0 I cannot understand what happened to diem! 0They are proper in shape and number and ev-gvt. They sit so nicely in the pickling fluid! They smile and smile and smile and N,41'".. CO And still the lungs won't fili and th w n'tzt.,(:</ They are not pigs, they are n Though they have a piggy It would be better _ft But tt..._...Thsy_Tr_LWad, a And they stupa.A. O.\''' '4 r.‘.. .se .../ ‘....) It ?, ci k h5a iS e 'Y\ h G i 1,z. d 11 ,tse‘ii<RE 5. ana i.1.1 IA .SA .110 i whatIthey were} with distraction, k of her. ‘dri born 1 I had V\ k- C S. iak•olisnolc". (A(141(110 e, EFTA02731366 He was right. A couple of months and two pink lines with a hold on being with others until after it was positive. I want to die. Why didnt she protect me? As long as I am wearing what you want. There is no respect for me as a human. I am nothing but your property and incubator! t . Nal You only trust me when I am under your complete CONT NI ns Io, I will never trust another man EVER! I am the only one who provides and sacrifice TA ic ) I give and give out of terror and you &1/4 off // m ✓ a You need me to continue...Keep EFTA02731367 01 "I. A promise to respect your sense of style, most of the time. R P. • • • :" fl U a '1", .i5h l Ov,/n-r r"AaVg 1 PI : ,,nbt•cf l'? e 8 'p 0\ rt. (., e. . . .,j 0 1 v ? 0 , A promise one clay you'll ....;40pot.. 4n. kri this trusting.? \oi ;'; t--, .. 0 o i , „ , <,(, ,k • ; - . c 1-C \.1 l F. • 0 . ,.(<0" A promisKs, vide for you, no matter what. Gt I fit 11 0 1 14„,....q1S. 1 ? 0 V e (Ada IN i.: c 5 V k -C . (.7 ! 0,1-e. IY740(*vck)n, c i le E el 'di N ip..... It ktok-Ce i'(‘Y\ \Iuctel- 0 01 c1(<1Cie.k.t04r0u d U i• 'kJ\ L.0 EFTA02731368 [clipping: Unlike drugs, a child's body can be sold over and over] This is not surprising but there is no such thing as a child prostitute! They are children and cannot consent! They are missing the biggest in my own backyard and so many more! Like Maralago and where I see Mr. Joe and Mrs. Anne. EFTA02731369 I I I I a I I I I I I I I our finance department - deals with all the paperwork. Unfortunately thestiliance department is also Who Knew? cr life in a P nixes .ike drugs. a woman's body can he sold over and over 0 r-Sq' in"The slaves ic-/ Lake Placid wer invisible.... Pe were playa at the rde, ent communitrind right behind them was a slave camp." t?ne U.S. shelter has rescued 10.000 chi k pl, 4.1%jltr Sociologist Lois Lee. right. has spent 24 years working with children from II to 17 years old who've been trafficked by pimps. One young resident. left. at her Children of the Night shelter in southern California was forced to work as a prostitute in Oregon. Washington. Idaho. and Nevada before escaping her captor. "The sexual exploitation of American children cuts across every economic. ethnic. and social line.- Lee says. "This is not just a Third World problem." EFTA02731370 Please release me from this torture and hell! \ZS../<</C0 EFTA02731371 • 1The headline below is not a metaphor. This story is about slaves. Not people living like slaves, working hard for lousy pay..Not people 200 years ago. Ifg about 27 million people worldwide who are bought and sold, held captive, brutalized, exploited for profit. it's about 2 NATION," r 1111 n it _0O1 release (ri-les') v. -leased, -leas•ing. 1. to set free from confinement, restraint, or involuntary servi- tude. 2. To set free. 3. To allow the performance, sale, publication, or circulation of. 4. To relinquish. —n. 1. The act of liberating, releasing. 2. A device for lock- ing or releasing a mechanism. 1< Lat. relaxare. to relax.] —re•leas'a•ble adj. —re4eas'er n. EFTA02731372 Controlled ALL by Jeffrey! All the time! Get away from it all. And go to New Mexico? What in the hell? This makes no sense. What about school? Behind the scenes. He is now controlling EVERYTHING when it used to be Ghislaine who so hates me. Secrets of.. all of them. I am tired of keeping this secret. I know people are wondering but I can't tell! 4 I am exhausted! / c& N1 QBroken promises...I don't understate g me on some days like Im the enemy but then we lay in bed together and cts like she He makes her feel my to Superior gene pool ?!? Wh e? Why my hair color and eye color? o be, warm. and its s confusing. es no sense. That feels very Nazi like in 'nk[ing] about these stupid insane theories he has I guess in his Vo3/4. mind it makes sense. The piano and omments are made to convince me this is right and will create perfect offspring het I dont thinkirks that way and its making me hate playing altogether. Piano or viola. I am starting to resent them both. I miss the person I was before I was made into what feels as a human incubator. EFTA02731373 SPECIAL NUTRITION superior Gene Pool Ea= from it all A (-* BEHIND THE SCENES = <RCO 4\-\ = Secrets of ci o ni 111011tillmi EFTA02731374 My friend realized much of everything and came to get me out of Marys. She made me leave all things of value on the bed. She put all my belongings in trash bags. I have maybe avoided NM. I have been staying with friends but never more than two or three nights because my mo er is on the war path. have been so great but saw me changin Ttllknows about the baby. He said he promises to help me and we will figure out wh Nee s att. (t/ 4/ 0 S <<\ C) 4q-n.... t.,.../S ,x <ig - EFTA02731375 1 'I couldn't stay under the same roof your life les a whole new life. And here to make things a little easier is Ih will abl(GfcCon‘a. A roomy, versatile minivan with front-wheel drive and hefty V6 power. I on tin 4at it's the best ally a parent can have. So prepare yours ady or bill never be the same. v'n vr (In cm 4- (O etiq at rft ott nnoCicie CIAO+ tirs.ylmcirnt ..!+' g 0 vlenhbci•hpi Imbini cCitob pyS e o e fl..1131yos a(Ao eS e uat 180 vLsors ‘ae4.0106. .04• beS° cii‘tred b.\ ee fne Sato ash\ltf\“ t cke•I'l+Nnvi ins vnv oe hnw p\- c'e.O4Se o.S cArni-e iokea ()-V ehe.x\3tlac,ve,1 rasrt hvir e'Ins ° 9 ve,o nigh Kosbui -ecotegcle.m SSoepe 19ING%cinwo,o-t-Vibkol-IS 0190 eoiquwaGt nr,pot4Sro -4 l- oo. EFTA02731376 EFTA02731377 I 1 EFTA02731378 My heart belonged to her. She was so very beautiful. She was perfect. I cant bring myself to write what happened. I am beyond broken. I only got 10 to 15 minutes to hold and feed her before they took her. She is mine! I want her back!!! Distraught! EFTA02731379 a a 3 U a Shy is gone and she won't be coming back 216 begxtiful Child Your clear eye is the one absolutely beautiful thing. I want to fill it with co ioritid ducks; Tie zoo of the new Whose names you meditate— April snowdrop, Indian pipe, Little <(/ heart belonged to her 28Jantiarylp63 Stalk without wrinkle, Pool in which images Should be grand and classical Wringir_aof hlki",.. • dartoO Ceiling wi u • Not this troubloui ste */""k VV Se ``` f'se‘'.1040‘ N{O yrsiSe.tc,i 00151-1 1•41ehka?Ila•Cl'OAC\t.oe Virl(0‘pe.e‘ cc‘ t oirA fy.fi. olqA005 \\J e ckoecie 118 1110 It IfinnIS 0 ociRteheeoe to hC.IiiltAIN.1 ate „ ot CS es •\ vJahrQK osroh, *1-to EFTA02731380 HELP MD PLEASE CANT ANYONE FIND ME, [clipping with date, National Geographic, September 2003] Barely (survived /ill those) procedures. My heart is GONE. EFTA02731381 HER PASSION FAREWELL TO A PRINCESS, AND TO AN ANGEL PROFIT left behind EFTA02731382 April 22nd I had no choice. I wasnt ready and she wasnt ready. My mother had found me and it was urgent. After so many bonding moments with Jeffrey, Ghislaine, their baby inside me with me in the middle she wouldnt even look at me. We said nothing to one another and I was so confused. When we arrived at Palm Beach I was taken to a house close to Jeffreys I think ean Blvd or St. But it was close and I was ALONE except for a new drive Not Juaro tr. An elderly French lady whose pictures on the wall diolkINsi hetAkei She had a thick accent and was kind. (e Said she had been born to deliver babies and ha( een eso before I was born. Similar as the last one with shot and but tt much blood with so much water and unbearable pain. Ni 3/41.... She put her hands inside of me and see ‘ ied. I didnt understand. Something about the b by facing wrong way and putting ... (next page) EFTA02731383 I love you so much joy 0 EFTA02731384 pressure on a placenta? Things would have to be different. She said I had to be brave and strong and listen to her directions so she could help safely get the baby out. I was TERRIFIED seeing so much blood on the bed and floor and started to panic. mak She had me flip over to my hands and knees and had me push and push and it was so e iating. iithe a whimper I could feel everything as she tried to guide the baby out but I was so tired. I felt I was dying but suddenly she had caught a beautiful babyclvvho mad but beautiful cries. than She let me hold her and washed her and brought herk are a She smelled so good and showed me how to fe But only after maybe 15 minutes Mr. M came td and begging for more time. 41/ Clas hysterical! He said those horrible girls were in the car ut I wouldnt let her go. would n The old woman promised me she woul e fe and I had to let go. 4 pounds 10 ounces 18. 5 inches long with beautiful long fingers. I am dead inside. claw Life has no meanin I dont want gt EFTA02731385 EFTA02731386 S a a a a a a a a a • S S Edge 51e i The tcomae is perfected. Her dead Body wears the smile of accomplishment, The illusion of a Greek necessity Flows in the scrolls of her toga, Her bare Feet seem to be saying: We have come so far, it is over. Each dead child coiled, a white serpent, n +sv One at each little Nei Pitcher of milk, now empty. 1Sre A <<" • S` She has folded Them back into her bo Of a rosc close when Stiffens and From the s ors bleed Is rt..% IssZi deep throats of the night flower. The moon has nothi ySad about, Staring from her Shc is used tot i sort of thing. Her blacks crackle and drag. ne. February 1963 EFTA02731387 Jean Luc Brunel is a disgusting pig with bad breath and I am almost positive does these disgusting things because he is struggling with maybe being gay! 6 weeks wasnt even given before being sent back. Punishment for trying to run. Why can no one help me. Ghislaine is gone. \\' I am so lost and my heart is broken. Is this my...destiny. O \ EFTA02731388 WHEN YOURE LEARNING ABM' LIFE, THE WORLD IS YOUR CLASSROOM. WE LIVE WHERE YOU LIVE:" • ■ ■ ■ a a a a a a a a a a a ■ MODEL SEARCH PR0TECTIL , , family firm EFTA02731389 I need them, everyone...all to see. I still always dream to build a better world. She went firm being a beautiful young girl to a sad broken child... but maybe a hope that after it all, I still truly had it within herself. One day I aspire to be like this... she came in like a lamb and went out like a lioness. EFTA02731390 all to see. 1 not a political animal, but I think the biggest disease this world suffers from in this day and age is the disease of peop.1....Viing unloved.' en I go to sleep at night I know I done my hesi dream to d a better world :••)1k fp.mi .k Ill v(atiau frilly had it within hcP,elf. SHE CAME IN LIKE A LAMB AND WENT OUT LIKE A LIONESS EFTA02731391 EFTA02731392